EVERYTHING IS NOTHING BUT A LIE.

IT'S TIME FOR ME TO WAKE UP.

is it a good sign when a couple go separate ways and places when it comes to night life.

eg. one go this club, another go that club.

haha, i only know i'm hungry nowwww.

i need a quiet moment for the time-being.

I'M SO HAPPY!!!!!! i got my black card already!!!! hehe!

my first purchase. love this shoe at first sight.

i'm so stupid, i bang onto a trolley just now at the shopping centre :(
but, i'm happy. because i got my card.
and secondly, boyfriend is booking out tmr! YAY-NESS!!!!!!!!!
ok, i'm off to bath and meet Sylvia and BFF for dinner. and maybe prawning! hehe!

went hougang mall today to trim my eyebrow and do pedicure.
fresh red again this time, can't resist the nice colour.

collecting coins, hope it will reach $1000 soon!

i'm so gonna apply this card. black = chio-ness.

tomorrow is thursday againnnnnnnnnn!
which means health assessment. can i just take MC? :P

dearest came to pick me up in the noon yesterday to go gai gai :D
hehe, he's wearing the Rayban sunglass i bought for him as his birthday present!
i think it suits him.

sakae sushi teppanyaki for lunch! omfg! darn nice :D
i enjoy watching the person cooking for us also! darn skill. dearest ask me to learn from him :(
walked around and head back to his house, while waiting for his family to get ready for dinner!

i point middle finger at him, don't know he talking to which girl on the phone!
haha, joking.

head back to his house to rest and i brought him down to REV to meet sylvia and BFF.

he left for ARENA at 11plus and i stayed at REV.
fell asleep on the table and it was 2 plus in the morning when i wake up.
dearest scold me like shit :( i made him worried.
so i faster leave and cab home, while sylvia and bff stayed.

hehe, i want to eat laksa!!!!!!!!

i'm fine. i will be. i will not shed a single tear.

Suaney gave me this ducky sometime ago. it's cute!

Bio ICA 1 is over, CCS ICA is over. phew, finally 2 down.
but i still have one more presentation next week, and lab theory + practical on the 9th dec.
cool, it's only sem 2 and i'm busy like shit.
worst still, i have to attend the module i hate most. HEALTH ASSESSMENT.

i know nuts about it. i'll only do what the lecturer say.
gawd, i wonder if i can even pass this module.
i hate thursday, and i guess half of my class hate thursday too.

another bad news, Genting trip is cancelled.

but, on a happier note, today is YANTI'S 18TH BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!
hope she love what we did for her! :D

**in process of deciding to change new hairstyle**

ok, im off to bath and proceed to do my hmwk. need to reach school at 7.30 tmr. :((

i love this outfit!

was raining heavily that day. making my shoe darn wet.
headed down to AMK HUB for movie.
rate: 3/5

not really scary though, it isn't real anyway.

and this, taken quite long ago in the library. hehe.

i have nth much to update anyway.

boyfriend surprised me by giving me an ice-cream yesterday.
he used that bloody ice-cream to coax me because i was really upset over something.
he knows that i love to eat ice-cream!
temptation, hard to resist.
so the stupid dump dump me, accepted it. GRRRRR.

i have a presentation and bio test tomorrow. boringggggg.

what’s worse, new wounds which are so horribly painful or old wounds that should’ve healed years ago and never did? Maybe our old wounds teach us something. They remind us where we’ve been and what we’ve overcome. They teach us lessons about what to avoid in the future. That’s what we like to think. But that’s not the way it is, is it? Some things we just have to learn over and over and over again

i'm really tired, too exhausted for me to walk down this path. i need someone to give me a push.
can someone tell me that i've done my part well in this relationship.
can someone give me a very tight hug, and tell me everything's gonna be ok real soon.
i've done my best, i've give everything for this relationship.
but now, at this moment, i feel so lost.

**EDITED**

ok, i realised this phrase is so true.
the people you can't live without, can live without you.

HAPPY.

i changed my blog song, it's super meaningful. me like!

他的镜框留在 某一节车厢
地下铁里的风 比回忆还重
整座城市一直等着我
有一段感情还在漂泊

对他唯一(如果还有)遗憾 是分手那天
我奔腾的眼泪 都停不下来
若那一刻重来 我不哭
让他知道我可以很好

我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦 狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他 相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏 都不肯醒来

我爱他 跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心 深深伤过却不会忘
我和他 不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂 最重的荒唐

如果还有遗憾 又怎么样呢
伤了痛了懂了 就能好了吗
曾经依靠彼此的肩膀
如今各自在人海流浪

我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦 狠狠碎过却不会忘
逃不开 爱越深越互相伤害
越深的依赖 越多的空白
该怎么去爱
我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦 狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他 相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏 都不肯醒来

我爱他 跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心 深深伤过却不会忘
我和他 不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂 最重的荒唐

如果还有遗憾 又怎么样呢
伤了痛了懂了 就能好了吗
我奔腾的眼泪 都停不下来
若那一刻重来 我不哭
让他知道我可以很好

GRRR, dearest boyfriend need to confine this saturday because he lost his rifle string.
stupid dump dump! :P
he's booking out on sunday anyway, hehe. it's the quality time that matters!

the harsh truth is,
the people you can't live without, can live without you.

atlantis on friday. ZH's birthday celebration.

me & sitong.

BFF, me, Jim

me, Jim, Sitong

me, Kaiho, Sitong

my BFF & me.

lastly, my dearest boy & me. many many love.

thanks Sitong for taking pictures and tagging me on FB. hehe.

dearest is out on fieldcamp for SIT test. hmm.... miss him many.
school tmr, sian. can't i sleep longer.......

before everything was done preparing.

OMG! I LOVE MY LEATHER JACKET!

camwhored a lil while waiting for boyfriend to pick me up for dinner.
actually wanted to dine at Din Tai Feng, but too much people, so change to Crystal Jade.
i love the food! too bad no tim sum luh.
Atlantis for zh birthday celebration. drink drank drunk for him.
and thanks to the waiter there, and partly boyfriend, my dress now smell of alcohol.
sucky suck suck. alcohol smell.
staying over at boyfriend's house tonight. he booking in at 10am tmr :((

i love my momo!

i know she's going far beyond her own rules but she still allow me to.

hehe, darn happy.

PEACE .V..