dearest came to pick me up in the noon yesterday to go gai gai :D
hehe, he's wearing the Rayban sunglass i bought for him as his birthday present!
i think it suits him.

sakae sushi teppanyaki for lunch! omfg! darn nice :D
i enjoy watching the person cooking for us also! darn skill. dearest ask me to learn from him :(
walked around and head back to his house, while waiting for his family to get ready for dinner!

i point middle finger at him, don't know he talking to which girl on the phone!
haha, joking.

head back to his house to rest and i brought him down to REV to meet sylvia and BFF.

he left for ARENA at 11plus and i stayed at REV.
fell asleep on the table and it was 2 plus in the morning when i wake up.
dearest scold me like shit :( i made him worried.
so i faster leave and cab home, while sylvia and bff stayed.

hehe, i want to eat laksa!!!!!!!!

i'm fine. i will be. i will not shed a single tear.

Suaney gave me this ducky sometime ago. it's cute!

Bio ICA 1 is over, CCS ICA is over. phew, finally 2 down.
but i still have one more presentation next week, and lab theory + practical on the 9th dec.
cool, it's only sem 2 and i'm busy like shit.
worst still, i have to attend the module i hate most. HEALTH ASSESSMENT.

i know nuts about it. i'll only do what the lecturer say.
gawd, i wonder if i can even pass this module.
i hate thursday, and i guess half of my class hate thursday too.

another bad news, Genting trip is cancelled.

but, on a happier note, today is YANTI'S 18TH BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!
hope she love what we did for her! :D

**in process of deciding to change new hairstyle**

ok, im off to bath and proceed to do my hmwk. need to reach school at 7.30 tmr. :((

i love this outfit!

was raining heavily that day. making my shoe darn wet.
headed down to AMK HUB for movie.
rate: 3/5

not really scary though, it isn't real anyway.

and this, taken quite long ago in the library. hehe.

i have nth much to update anyway.

boyfriend surprised me by giving me an ice-cream yesterday.
he used that bloody ice-cream to coax me because i was really upset over something.
he knows that i love to eat ice-cream!
temptation, hard to resist.
so the stupid dump dump me, accepted it. GRRRRR.

i have a presentation and bio test tomorrow. boringggggg.

what’s worse, new wounds which are so horribly painful or old wounds that should’ve healed years ago and never did? Maybe our old wounds teach us something. They remind us where we’ve been and what we’ve overcome. They teach us lessons about what to avoid in the future. That’s what we like to think. But that’s not the way it is, is it? Some things we just have to learn over and over and over again

i'm really tired, too exhausted for me to walk down this path. i need someone to give me a push.
can someone tell me that i've done my part well in this relationship.
can someone give me a very tight hug, and tell me everything's gonna be ok real soon.
i've done my best, i've give everything for this relationship.
but now, at this moment, i feel so lost.

**EDITED**

ok, i realised this phrase is so true.
the people you can't live without, can live without you.

HAPPY.

i changed my blog song, it's super meaningful. me like!

他的镜框留在 某一节车厢
地下铁里的风 比回忆还重
整座城市一直等着我
有一段感情还在漂泊

对他唯一(如果还有)遗憾 是分手那天
我奔腾的眼泪 都停不下来
若那一刻重来 我不哭
让他知道我可以很好

我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦 狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他 相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏 都不肯醒来

我爱他 跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心 深深伤过却不会忘
我和他 不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂 最重的荒唐

如果还有遗憾 又怎么样呢
伤了痛了懂了 就能好了吗
曾经依靠彼此的肩膀
如今各自在人海流浪

我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦 狠狠碎过却不会忘
逃不开 爱越深越互相伤害
越深的依赖 越多的空白
该怎么去爱
我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦 狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他 相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏 都不肯醒来

我爱他 跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心 深深伤过却不会忘
我和他 不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂 最重的荒唐

如果还有遗憾 又怎么样呢
伤了痛了懂了 就能好了吗
我奔腾的眼泪 都停不下来
若那一刻重来 我不哭
让他知道我可以很好

GRRR, dearest boyfriend need to confine this saturday because he lost his rifle string.
stupid dump dump! :P
he's booking out on sunday anyway, hehe. it's the quality time that matters!

the harsh truth is,
the people you can't live without, can live without you.

atlantis on friday. ZH's birthday celebration.

me & sitong.

BFF, me, Jim

me, Jim, Sitong

me, Kaiho, Sitong

my BFF & me.

lastly, my dearest boy & me. many many love.

thanks Sitong for taking pictures and tagging me on FB. hehe.

dearest is out on fieldcamp for SIT test. hmm.... miss him many.
school tmr, sian. can't i sleep longer.......

before everything was done preparing.

OMG! I LOVE MY LEATHER JACKET!

camwhored a lil while waiting for boyfriend to pick me up for dinner.
actually wanted to dine at Din Tai Feng, but too much people, so change to Crystal Jade.
i love the food! too bad no tim sum luh.
Atlantis for zh birthday celebration. drink drank drunk for him.
and thanks to the waiter there, and partly boyfriend, my dress now smell of alcohol.
sucky suck suck. alcohol smell.
staying over at boyfriend's house tonight. he booking in at 10am tmr :((

i love my momo!

i know she's going far beyond her own rules but she still allow me to.

hehe, darn happy.

PEACE .V..

i'm coughing my lungs out now.

what the hell am i doing here at freaking 7 am.

i suddenly very emo leh. shit.

sylvia & me, i'm without make-up.
was on a hibernating mood that night, Sylvia's birthday celebration at REV.
enjoyed the company of many people i know, and drinking was fun with Micheal around.
have never seen a guy with such lousy drinking skills seriously. LOL.

headed back home quite early that day.

this was taken in school, i'm wearing Suaney's $188 spectacles.
how do i look? should i get a specs too? hehe.

sleepy now, but i have to finish up my concepts for my script. GRRRRRR~
dearest boy booking out tmr! yay!

went shopping today after school, alone :)
wanted to get a dress, but i ended up with 2 instead.


i feel like vomiting now, because of the long journey in the bus.
bus-sick i guess?
am having second thought of going to Genting with dearest boy in mid-december already, hais :(
because i'm afraid i will get bus-sick, and vomit.
which happen to me when i went Genting with momo when i was pri 6.

Genting will be over the weekend after his P.O.P, if everything goes well.
hmm, well well. i'll need to discuss with dearest boy later.

sidetrack a lil, i haven even finish my Health Assessment worksheet, and i need to hand in at 8am tmr.
TMD!

PS: i love dearest boy.
BUH-BYE!

Thiviya bought this file for me! because she know i like Hello Kitty. so sweet of her.

haha, i'm playing the Macdonald's monopoly thingy.

while waiting for boyfriend to book out yesterday, i shopped around in town.
bought dearest boy's birthday present.
and a coach wristlet.

and a Prada bracelet. I LOVE IT! OMG!

and of cause lots of clothes. too much to take picture!
i spend a bomb :(

dearest boy and me headed down to Vivo city and had Thai Accent for dinner.
the tom yum soup is nice!
down to Atlantis to celebrate CM's birthday.
it was a fun day, i'm happy with everything now seriously. :)

ok, i'm gonna get change and head down to dearest boy's house to wake him up!
he is a ZHU BA JIE!
haha, BA JIE! BA JIE! BA JIE! <3

what would you do if you were being given up?
and then you begged so hard, so hard.
you dropped from the sky and hit hard on the firm ground.
heart was crashed into pieces, and passer-bys just step onto it, making it worst.
til you can't fix it because those shattered pieces were so tiny, so hard to fix it back.
just then, you were taken back again. but will the heart remain firm?
or will it be more fragile this time.
another blow, it will be gone.

birthday celebration :)

for november babies (Anira, Charlotte & Wenyan)

watched Jennifer's Body after school with the girls.
Rate 3.5/5

shopped around and bought things again :(

bracelet, necklace, hairband & organizer.

was not feeling very well on that day too. so i went to see the doctor at night.

together with Sylvia and Mer.

and bloody hell, i still can go prawning with them afterthat lor!
but i fell asleep halfway through. hehe.

i'm heading to town early in the morning tomorrow.
getting dearest boy birthday present as well as shopping.
finally he's booking out tomorrow! yay!

anyway, Jeanette and I had an appointment yesterday @ Pink Parlour.
we decided to do waxing, and hell! it was F**KING PAIN!
i was there struggling and sweating. phew, finally it's over.
the result was good :) me like me like!
gonna share the experience with the girls later in lecture! haha.

ok, i'm off to prep for school, i have a 9am lecture to attend. BUH-BYE!

PSPS: HAPPY 8TH MONTHSARY :D
dearest boy in camp :(