flowers are still alive! just that it attract ants. and i hate ants.

maybe watching movie tonight! yay-ness!
had a fight yesterday. and after everything i finally get my ans.
i always have the insecure feeling, but when i listen to what BF said, i feel that i'm assured already.
love BF!
screwed up the beer session with the others.

seoul garden tmr. kbox + movie with amkps peeps on wed.
drinking session with calene on thurs. so excited for this week!

boohoo, i'm hungry.

cant help it. i can fly so high like i'm in heaven.

next moment i can fall and break my wings.

just what is wrong. i don't even know myself.

i feel like shit now.

east coast park. my birthday.

had a celebration on the 22nd. but pics still with grala.

food we ordered. the crab is big! i ate til i almost vomit. very full.

watch the airplane fly. changi beach. and i recieved flowers! colourful garberas!

i heart the red one especially. nice!

i had a happy birthday :D

stayed over on tuesday. i was too tired and fell asleep quite early. air-con was too cold.

bah ku teh at amk ave1 the next afternoon. back to my own place to rot.

exam is finally over. 3 weeks of holiday. gonna meet up with a few of them.

next tues! seoul garden! yay!

i'm stupid, and i really am.

certain things just wouldn't get into my mind, and certain things couldn't get out.

eyes closing. hungry. frustrated. empty.

that's me, LYNNA.

22/8

seletar camp, grala & co, jim, beer, cake, birthday song, me vomitted, high, home.

24/8

east coast park, big crab, looking at aeroplane fly, beach, flowers, talk. home.

im gonna prepare for biological science sub paper. wait for me.

lastly, a happy birthday to myself. shall update after my exam.

it sucks to have exams.

i love studying, hateeeeeee exams.

why can't we just study and no exams? grr.

psychology is over. F.O.N next. which happen to be on my very important day :(

i'm off to fishing a lil while, at pet society. gardening too.

words from my BF to me, and me back to BF.



conditioned stimulus.
unconditioned response.
operant conditioning.
i sucks at memorising. hope i can pass.
a few more days to 24th and then our happy 6th.
i don't think i can concentrate well for the coming exams cuz' i'm excited for my birthday.

EQ. EQ. EQ.

ps: i realised i have a fetish for hairband.
psps: i hope the pimple on my forehead will disappear before 24th!

had my HEP. B jab this afternoon and my right hand is feeling #^%&^ now.
supposed to have a studying session at drive-in mac but i was tired after the jab.
head back to my place with BF and took a nap til evening. prep and watch movie.
kinda funny. rating 4/5

mask fitting last friday wasn't a success. i couldn't fit into both the N95 and drager mask.
i think i will have off day during those H1N1 or SARS period. great. haha.
drinking session yesterday with my new found friend from parkway parade.
head to boatquey SHEBANG, then to QOOLBAR.
like finally. it's been 2 or 3 weeks since i last drank.

might not be blogging too often til i finish my last paper on NEXT thursday.
class outing very soon i guess. my birthday coming soon!
meeting calene for studying session tmr. ciaoz.

last lab session with our fav. lecturer :((
one big family

had lunch tgt with the usual girls and was told that we were having a class meeting.
near the sports hall.

haha! NR0913 actually planned a pre-birthday celebration for the august babies.

that includes me!

make a wish. aliff say i'm praying. zzz.

class photo.

august babies + ms tan.

pardon my : face.

these girls are the one who bought the bdae cake!

with jeanette and co. my TTSH PARTNER!

i'm so touched. thanks NR0913 for the cake and birthday song.
was so surprised.

ok, the happy times is gone. now comes the bad news.
my phone died on me yesterday.it commited suicide at a starhub shop at PS.
gonna change my phone very very soon. cant stand the sight of this old phone.
any recommendation?
samsung omnia II or iphone 3GS or blackberry bold.
starhub no iphone leh. samsung star is cheap and it has pink, but i'm not sure if it's good.
need to stick to this old phone til.... end of year. eh wth.

anyway i tried a new hairstyle. i hope people find it nice. hehe :D

ok, meeting calene for coffee later. buh-bye!

why didn't i just die when i was having high fever last week.
i'm so tired now.
i'm just a nineteen year old girl, and i need to cope with far more what a ninetine year old girl should be dealing.
i just need to be pampered at times.
i can't breathe now.
where's my block of pillar.

i decide to blog now because i have nothing better to do. i'm waiting for BF to be home and bath and everything to be done. heading down to his friend's birthday party later. oh, our 5th monthsary was.... ehh..... normal? no sushi tei because we didn't have enough time and i'm still not fully recovered. he send me to my office and head back home afterthat. took a nap and down to yishun for our dinner. that place is cheap and nice! then over to amk hub for movie and home. i need to take my hep. B vaccination tmr. i hope i can wake up early!

oh and i miss many people. i haven't been meeting shean for a real long time. thanks to my fever i was unable to turn up at serangoon garden. sorry! mit up during my holiday!

exam coming, gonna study real hard.

bye! i love my boyfriend!

my fever is almost gone after 3days of struggling.
stucked at home for 3 days.
i miss the fresh air outside and i miss school and my friends.
3 days of feeding on porriage, porriage and porriage.
the previous night before i was ill i ate porriage at kopitiam with BF too.
aww, the sight of it makes me wanna puke.
the doctor prescribed a whole lot of tablets for me and i overdosed it. because the pain was killing me.

my temperature was fluctuating throughout day and night. it can go as high as 39.8 and as low as 37.9
momo almost send me to the hospital.
but anyway, i'm alright already!

BF hug me to sleep last night, although it's only awhile. he went back to his original position after 5min.
he told me "only when you're sick."
grrr, that's unfair!
but i can't wait for tmr! sushi tei sushi tei sushi tei~
it's gonna be our 5th :D

i miss my friend! can't go drinking til i fully recover.

my temperature is 38.9 now. i'm having a headache and my head is gonna explode.
went to the clinic at ave8 at 11am with my momo. BF came to acc me too. then he drove me and momo home. i hate swallowing tablets but i don't have a choice. the cough syrup is making me drowsy. doctor gave me a 3day mc. momo is worried for me because i'm all alone at home tmr. she will only reach home at 5pm. but since i'm an adult, i know how to take care of myself.
ok, i don't know what i'm typing, my whole body is numb and i don't feel like doing anything except sleeping. somebody help.