CNY EVE

help out with the housechore. clean and pack my room throughly.

found alot of treasures.

CNY DAY 1.

boring day. went to temple and back home.
night activities.

CNY DAY 2.

head down to grandpa house which is freaking far.
1.5hrs journey.
family lunch.


i look retarded here.


me with my lil cousin. [hazel]
she told me she cant smile with her teeth wide because she just lost her 2 teeth at the front.

me with my lil cousin sister. [zoe]

food.

dinner at grandpa house too.

went sengui house to bainian aftertat.

and headed down to leeshean house.

her parents were not at home.

and we played on her make-ups.

i look like a ghost afterthat. haha.

and i was woke up by my admin's message.

i need to send sales report.

which made me realised that i've overslept.

no work for me. GRRR~

or should i work half day. arr fuck.

thks for being there when i needed someone to talk to.
i was so down seriously.
thks for being my listening ear.
i have so much to say and confide.
thks for the heart to heart talk.
that's when i know how you feel too.
thks for buying the water and the tissue.
to make sure i don't thrist or cry to death. haha.
thks for staying over.
to make me feel alright and not think even a single bit of it.
thks for being crazy with me and made me fall asleep peacefully.
if not i'll wake up with swollen eyes again.
thks for everything you did for me.

with love , lynna.
to ;

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things are going to be over soon. i hope.
went to the running track again.
sat there and sort out my thinking as usual.
it's a nice place and very windy.
it's the place which i go when i feel down everytime.
going there at night is good.

today would be my last day at work.
all the way til 3rd day of CNY. hoho.
i need a break from everything.
so this coming CNY is the breaktime.

made a trip down to RP for LS interview with dah & her.

the weather is damn hot.

me & dah.

i wore dah's sunglasses.

LS & dah

in RP. while waiting for LS to be called for.

making fun of pictures. the guy behind extra.

LS is damn stressed. got a test.

cam-whored with dah.

i kept telling LS to speak louder when talking to the ang-mohs.

sway sway she got interviewed by 2 ang-moh ladies.

if she got interviewed by the ang-moh men, she can seduce them lor!

settled our lunch in that sch and went amk hub to walk.

tmr & friday is a good day for me. HOHO.

work hard lynna!

i need to learn.

without it, it's like building a mansion on sand. fragile.

6 shots, and the nxt moment, i feel like shit.
hangover til the nxt day.
made a fool out of myself.
feel like banging my head against the wall. stupid me.

things to do today ;

1.wash my clothes.
2. register my JAE
3. take a puff :D
4. complete my k drama.
5. pack my wardrobe.
6. clean my shelf.

almost cleared.


pedicure session. midnight blue. hoho.
CNY coming. i want alot of angbao. HOHO.

i wonder why i have to face all these shit.

not knowing my ambition, not knowing which poly to go.

and a fucking D7 for my art. shit that marker.

it makes me cant go into the courses i want.

so fucked up now, flipping the JAE booklet over and over again.

i think it will be torn by me soon.

hopes for NIE gone. hopes for all the design courses gone.

mum scolding me for having such result for art.

i'm really depress. but not a single encouraging word.

feel like giving up everything.

maybe.

sick of my current job too.

LJL. fuck.

i know that things may not always go my way.

so sometimes i wish that i can go along with the way that things go.

i need time. alot alot alot of it.

i'm laughing while typing this post now because i happen to browse thru the old pictures

me, with bangs & stuff. omg. and doing all sorts of funny poses.

leeshean still with her hair permed, V still with long hair.

i miss school. but i also hate studying.

2 more days. result will be out.

i'm like kind of scared & excited.

omg, gonna be late for work soon.

head down to amk hub to settle somethings.
meet up with xueqi to shop for CNY clothes.
the weather looks fine today :)




xueqi and me.

shopping loots.

louis vuitton. my new love. <3>

some accessories.

DY, thanks alot. but certain things cannot be controlled.

sorry.

仿佛上一分钟你还陪在我左右
还以为我们会开花结果
我还记得玫瑰色天空
却模糊了我们的脸孔
哼過的歌到底是什么内容

仿佛已经自由下一个我变成风
吹过你的脸孔差点失控
回忆在夜里鬧得很兇
我想我可以明白你所有的痛
想让你知道我懂
却担心言不由衷

我们都接受
一定是彼此不够成熟
在爱情里分不了轻重
诚实都过了头
不能退后也无法向前走
爱是一个自私的念头
把寂寞消除的理由
剩下的那些感动
能记得多久

i've got alot of things to do.
whole list of errands for me to run.
time is going faster than me now. shit.
new year clothes are yet to be bought.
my wishlist stuff isn't getting lesser.
activities by friends around me.
i need to reach work by 12. but i haven't even bath yet.
my make-ups products are left untouched for quite a long time.
i'm lazy. shit.
i need to shop with my girlfriend soon.

everything is falling out of place.
my heart is shattered into pieces.
but i will definitely pick it up by myself and fix it back.
so what if the process hurts.
so what when i pick up those shattered pieces my finger bleeds.
if i can take it to fix it back, it will be how it used to be. it will.
you are my regret.
we both know that i love you alot.
but now, i'll move on.
i'll show you how happy i am from today onwards.
and even if i'm sad or what, i won't show it out.
i won't even drip a tear infront of you and any of our friends anymore.
so if i really succeed in what i've said, you have to let me bite you :)