my black ruffled dress i bought in mds collection arrive.
so fast!
made my payment on monday and it arrived on tuesday.

love it.


tried the moisturiser beatris gave me.
my face so smooth after that.


suppose to watch BF play soccer in sch on thurday.
but it rain afterthat. so i went home to bath and my whole house blackout.
mmeow, weizhang & co waiting under my block with BF.
down to THE CAVERN nearby heartland mall.
the fish & chip so ex but it taste like normal.
manhatten fishmarket one better lor!
then down to selatar camp for drinking.
played bacarat.
BF & i won the most. LOL.
jalan kayu for late night supper and BF send me home.

i had school the next time at 9am, and im super tired.
discussed project and went out for my lunch halfway thru lecture with beatris.
lecture ended early and went to BF house to sleep.
headbutt onto BF room's shelf and i got blueblack. unlucky.
slept til 8plus and had dinner.
BF send me home and stayed for awhile before he meet lionel for supper.

oh and i recieve my stethtoscope and nursing kit :)

lastly, do i look good in sandy's specs?

rain rain go away, come again another day :(

goh sengui is a big fat pig!
fat pig fat pig!

in lecture. brought my pinky camera along because it's rusting at home :D

my classmates.


group discussion. critical thinking.


then i started to camwhore!

EMOTIONS!


sad & happy!


my subgroup! rocks!


beatris webcam :)

am i cool? LOL.




the other day.


in lecture. beatris' webcam.
superman!


my tongue, beatirs' finger and aliff's middle finger.


sleepy head.

home after school.
changed and BF came to fetch me.
down to BF house and junction8.
he wanted to get his formal wear for his graduation.
thai express for dinner.
punggol afterthat and he drove to ave8 to get my ice-cream.
but that mac's machine spoil! :(
then we headed to my house's carpark to have some small talk.
then i have the craving for ice-cream again!!!!
so he drove to hougang green, no more mac.
down to hougang mall's mac, closed :(((
in the end head down to ave8 7-11 to get my ice-cream.
ate my ice-cream in car. BF had snickers & snapple.
home afterthat.



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lastly, I LOVE NR0913! MWAK!


I LOVE BF TOO! HOHO!

lynna wants to eat durian!
argh!

taken in anatomy lab.
>mr. skeleton is darn skinny. treated it as BF. many kisses. haha.

had a big quarrel with BF on mon night til wednesday.
drinking cum gathering session with philip, amos, mak & co on monday night.
at rabbar. got myself a little too high. then came that tower of beer. and i'm drunk.
the feeling sucks i swear.
i had school at 10am the next day[tuesday] . lab session.
the moment i wake up, drank a cup of water, and i vomitted twice.
my head is fucking pain, and on my way to school i was walking like a crab, slanted.
felt better after biting on some food.

then at night, the war start again. i felt so fucked up.
screamed on the fone with BF, in front of mom.
very bad day. threw the stuff BF bought for me to hug hug outta bed. gave a hard kick too.

had class on wednesday at 10am.
slept in lecture as usual, in front of the teacher's desk.
went home and BF came to my house. we didn't meet for 4 days.
talked things out. finally. we are fine.
headed down to somewhere ard amk to get his father's things done.
down to j8 to collect his father fone but it's still not ready for collection.
back to his house again and we went for some ice-cream stick sushi behind yck mrt station.
meet up with lionel and back home.

BF & his friends came to my school to play soccer on thursday.
ended at 9plus. ate dinner and back home. very tired.

ytd was with BF almost all the time even though i had school.
went to BF house for a nap after my tutorial. came back few hrs later for group discussion and lecture.
BF came to fetch me after class and we headed to amk ave1 for lunch tgt with meow.
BF house afterthat and to my house.
all the way til 9pm, i felt abit tired. hugged BF and fell asleep.
even when mom came home i don't even know lor.
he left at 11plus and i went to slp straight.

ok, i'm hungry now, it's a long post. wordy.
i'm gonna eat my curry puff. byebye!

edited.

LOL.

me & beatris have got nth to do except for camwhoring before lecture starts.
see beatris! laugh til so happy. LOL.

for those who saw my post before hand, you are very lucky. because you get to know how i feel.

but i have to edit this space here now because he isn't very happy about what i've typed.

ok, end of post.

have a happy day!

i only want you to put yourself in my shoe.
understand how i feel. and why i rejected the dinner.
i don't get use to things easily.
deep inside me i'm still so stressed up and scared.

you always want me to put myself in other ppl's shoe.
but pls, put yourself in my shoe this time.
sorry to say, i can't be your perfect girlfriend.

research is a killer.

i have to type the whole chunk of words from my MOSBY DICTIONARY and print it out. And, i actually have difficulties understanding the meanings of those words. can somebody tell me what the hell is BENIGN PROSTATIC HYPERTROPHY & DETRUSOR HYPERREFLEXIA ?! those words are driving me crazy seriously. i'm just a poor girl studying nursing :( my aggregates ain't very good you know. i think these words should be given to those studying PhD/masters in health sciences to find out.

see this! thousands of pages! all medical terms! weighs about 3.5kg?! and it has disgusting pictures in it :\

i'm bored!

i need a haircut. very soon :)

manage to dig out some treasure while packing. this pinky case is actually meant for v3. but my v9 fits well too.

&&&&&.....

i miss my boyfriend!

our 2nd monthsary - 060509




had lunch with BF and went to his house afterthat.
prep and we went to somewhere ard amk to get his mom's stuff.
then head down to amk central to buy something for me.
something which i can hug hug to slp at night. no it's not a soft toy. try guessing :)
then he send me home to let me bath and prep first while he drive lionel to vivo city.
came to pick me up during evening and we headed down to SUMMERBREEZE for dinner.
the weather is freaking hot man.
rating for food is 3/5
i prefer the thai food we ate at yishun with grala they all. nicer!
headed home afterthat.

BF came to my house on thursday night because his soccer session was cancelled.
friday's class starts at 2pm.
dig BF out of bed because i was hungry.
i ate lunch with him first.
no more 2nd time because i feel so dead eating with a sleepy person.
went for class and BF came to my house afterthat.
meet up with grala for dinner.
PUNGGOL NASI LEMAK! very nice. rating 4.5/5 :)
had durian afterthat.
because BF and i made a deal.
as im not a vege person, i only eat kang kong.
but since BF wanted me to eat vege as it was healthy for me [maybe?]
i exchange it with eating durian.
and BF hate durian!!!
i was enjoying my durian while he whines about how smelly is that durian lor!
grala was laughing at him. HAHA!~
headed to compass point for coffee at starbucks.
home afterthat.


anyway, the other day i was watching tv with BF at home.
then we came across an advertisement about this sweet.
i told BF that its darn nice. got berry smell in your mouth!
then the nxt day when i met him, he pass this to me.
so sweet! haha. both the sweet and him :D


nice! very!





this weekend would be a long weekend for me.
homeworks and researches to do for my projects.
upcoming test on biological science on week 5.
need to paint my nails, pack my drawer.
walau i want to die lor! :(

sorry for not updating for quite some time.
met up with sylvia last last sat night.
went drinking at ICE PUB.
i was drunk. kind of.
and she send me safely home.
BF was kind of worried. haha.
he came to my house the next day.
stayed at my house a lil while and he drove to punggol end.

went shopping last wed at vivo city.
beatris is working there so i went to find her too.
anyway thanks beatris. for your skincare samples & this!

i bought:

was working at j8 on friday til sunday.
saw many many ppl i miss!!
it was tiring man.
went to RAB BAR with mak & co on friday.
went to ICE PUB with sylvia on sat. BF & meow joined us later. left afterthat and andrew came.
sylvia was drunk but she keep insisting on sending me to my corridor. funny or not?

been drinking. too much problem to handle. i need a getaway.
cycling tmr at ECP with sylvia, weijian & co!
yay!! i think it's gonna be fun!
meeting BF afterthat.
it's our 2nd monthsary :)

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now everything is getting on my nerves seriously.
my internet hang times and times. countless. cant even type a proper post.
my mom ate my food and i've got nth to eat.
& many many more.
i just feel that i cant breathe sometimes.
things ain't going my way too.
everything i need, i don't get it. wtf.
maybe i expect too much. or i'm greedy.
seriously im kind of shag now. very. tired.