i wonder why i have to face all these shit.

not knowing my ambition, not knowing which poly to go.

and a fucking D7 for my art. shit that marker.

it makes me cant go into the courses i want.

so fucked up now, flipping the JAE booklet over and over again.

i think it will be torn by me soon.

hopes for NIE gone. hopes for all the design courses gone.

mum scolding me for having such result for art.

i'm really depress. but not a single encouraging word.

feel like giving up everything.

maybe.

sick of my current job too.

LJL. fuck.

i know that things may not always go my way.

so sometimes i wish that i can go along with the way that things go.

i need time. alot alot alot of it.